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I drank a whole bottle of Ribena and I loved it.

Is it really that good?

No, but it provided alot of sugars for my brain to burn.

Are you trying to say you should drink more of these things?

I'm saying it's possible I need these drinks to function at a higher level.

Don't you think you might get addicted to them in a bad way?

For the sake of higher brain function, I think it's worth it.

That's what most musicians/drug addicts say.

I'm an artist, that's not too far off.

On the other hand, I feel positively troubled.

How come? What happened?

I don't know, alot of stuff on my mind as usual.

You think the interview tomorrow is stressing you out? Providing a source of anxiety, perhaps?

I'd like to think not, but it's highly possible. After all, Sandra has made it clear, there is a normal tolerance level for stress and I think the addition of the interview just blew the threshold level.

How would you feel if he won't give the job to you?

I'll feel pretty useless, and full of regrets.

What kind of regrets?

Regrets that I didn't at least try to complete foundation year in LaSalle.

Sean, it's a simple case of you living too much in the present. If you had known you were gonna have some use for your talent, you wouldn't let yourself fall from grace like this.

You think so?

Absolutely. How long have I known you?

I don't remember. How long?

A good 10 years at least...

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What have you accomplished over the past 10 years?

Nothing...

That's not true, Sean. You developed your writing skills, you developed a voice, you developed some attitude, you developed some character. Not every accomplishment deserves a huge prize, and not every accomplishment needs one.

You have to love yourself more.

"Nothing in life is easy."