What's up?

Nothing much... you?

Just listening to you all the time.

How is it?

Boring.

Why?

Because you're always trapped in the same shit.

Why do you say that?

Well aren't you worrying about the same damn things you worried about 5 years ago?

It's different now, isn't it? I'm 5 years older, the game's changed.

Yeah I guess you're right.

FINALLY, I'm able to prove you wrong.

Don't get too happy.

Yeah, speaking of which, I'm kinda frustrated.

Why?

I dont have anything I wanna work toward to. I really really don't. It seems as though I've proven to myself that I can definitely live up to what life throws at me, hence I feel like there's no more purpose, and if life throws at me something I cannot handle, then it's probably not important. I'm caught in a paradox.

Yeah you bloody are.

What should I do then?

Are you sure you are feeling this way all the time, or is it because you aren't working on anything, therefore you feel like you don't have anything to look forward to?

It could be.

I'd say it definitely is. This period of stagnancy is reinforcing your skewed beliefs.

How would you know?

Of course I do, I know everything.

Well, on another note, I feel like I'm always running away from what I'm good at doing. Isn't this strange?

Yeah a little. Your art teacher mentioned it too. People run away from their weaknesses. You run toward them.

Yeah, what the hell.

Maybe you should seek professional help? I think this is really beyond me.

You think?

Erm, it seems like you sorely need a life coach. And frankly my dear Sean, I ain't good enough for the both of us.

But you are always there...

Only to listen and give you advice. I never said I had the power to change your life.

Oh well...

What do you want? Really?

I already have what I want. Which is so strange for a person of my age to say.

Okay besides that? Do you want money?

Not really.

Not really??? Who the fuck is gonna pay for your bills...

Well, then I guess I do want money.

No you're mistaken. You NEED money.

I don't need money... you know that.

I know, but now you have to tell yourself that you need money, and you need lots of it.

Why? I don't need lots of money...

Yes you really do! Think of the things you want to accomplish! The things you can do! The places you can go with all that money!! Putting a price for priceless things! That's what it's all about! And it starts with money!

This is making me sick...

Oh no you don't run away from me now... I'm helping you here. Helping you psyche yourself to want to get your lazy fucking ass out there and do something.

Well, maybe I DON'T want to get out there.

You know that's not true.

What if it is?

This conversation's over.

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Dammit. Why won't you talk to me?

Cuz you're in a perpetual downward spiral, and I can't talk to you until you get out of it.

Fine.